McFly's Love Below: Trying To Find A Way

A Tribe Called Quest - Find A Way

This is part one of the series in which I, Mikey McFly aka Ice Cold aka Dr. Smelzgud gives you all an insight on my battles with the opposite gender. The kid has been shot down, played, scarred, barred, adopted the role of being a sucker for love, et cetera. The reason why this is being posted, well, I'm still trying to find my way around with this thing called love. Recently, it hasn't been about love, it's been about, well, letting my BEAT build. I'm only doing that because that's how the game made me, the women I've previously had situations with weren't for anything serious (ALOT of game playing) and it took a few times of getting burned (naw not like that) for me to get gully. But before that transformation, there were girls who liked me but I was soooooo focused on my insecurities that I put them all to the left.

Lady #1: Cuban And Portugese

Her name,her frame, her eyes... I won't forget them and if certain steps were taken, who knows I might be with her as we speak. Were we in a relationship? Naw. Anything Physical? Naw (something I regret). We aren't even friends anymore but I effed it all up chasing another chick(and this is occurred in 2005), who in the long run, wasn't worth the trouble (even though me and her ARE friends now....WTF?!). Anyway, I did alot of dumb sh*t when it came to her, and I regret some of it but hey the past is the past. But damn, to all of my dudes out there, we miss out on good things all the time, and we don't take advantage of it. I got mad when I found out she had a relationship with some other sucka who eventually cheated on her and I was like damn I would have never did that to her. I missed that girl for a minute, but hopefully she is doing alright. Hey J.P., you should have been one of my greats. But like Jigga says, you gotta learn to live with regrets.